Hard to believe it has been 11 days since I had this epiphany. Or self awareness.
All my public art projects are done for the year and it is time to start settling in for the winter. A time to continue my work on existing projects and realize new projects. I will continue to look inside for inspiration for future projects.
When one is not in the dialogue.....one does not exist. I must work harder on getting out to events/openings/talks. To interject myself into the "scene".
Today I am down 20 pounds. Which is 50 pounds from my heaviest. Unreal. 50 pounds. I want to do some sculptures of various weight "chunks" in the future. I need to clear my head. This is happening so fast.
I feel so much better. I go to bed an hour earlier each night and wake up ready to go after a great night's sleep. Something that had not happened in so long that I am so aware that it is happening now.
Everything is well in my life. Work, marriage, stability. The outside negative influences have calmed. I think I am slowly moving their importance to a lesser place as I continue to focus more on what I can control and do.
I am already planning next year with glee. One never knows what will happen but there are some certains that I will make happen. For that I am excited.
And so the road continues.
All my public art projects are done for the year and it is time to start settling in for the winter. A time to continue my work on existing projects and realize new projects. I will continue to look inside for inspiration for future projects.
When one is not in the dialogue.....one does not exist. I must work harder on getting out to events/openings/talks. To interject myself into the "scene".
Today I am down 20 pounds. Which is 50 pounds from my heaviest. Unreal. 50 pounds. I want to do some sculptures of various weight "chunks" in the future. I need to clear my head. This is happening so fast.
I feel so much better. I go to bed an hour earlier each night and wake up ready to go after a great night's sleep. Something that had not happened in so long that I am so aware that it is happening now.
Everything is well in my life. Work, marriage, stability. The outside negative influences have calmed. I think I am slowly moving their importance to a lesser place as I continue to focus more on what I can control and do.
I am already planning next year with glee. One never knows what will happen but there are some certains that I will make happen. For that I am excited.
And so the road continues.
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